feeling blue

well, i'm feeling blue. nothing really is wrong, but there it is. sometimes you just feel blue. the kids who are here learning english are leaving on saturday next, work is not bad but not great, i still don't have enough to hire someone. kinda in a rut i guess. oh well, dont' even know what to write. if this were stream of consienceness writting it would get very repetitive. i was away last week to a conference and now all i want to do is go back. there are just some people in this world that can't live unless things are always up in the air, always changing. i think i am one of those people. maybe there is gypsy in my blood and being tied down goes against my nature. the more things get stable, the more i want out. oh well, i'm sure this feeling will go away soon.