things and stuff

well, things are good work wise. i have expanded into the dark domain that is lawn care. i bought a mower last week (i think I'm in love :) it's fantastic!!) and i have started mowing lawns. i think this is a good step forward for the business but i hate mowing lawns. it's so boring. But, if i get a few more jobs then i will have enough to hire someone next year, even if only part time. that would be the best thing. then i can actually make some money. i might have to set up a new bank account for work. that's not a bad idea, then i can pay myself a salary. that would be kinda cool. help me do my taxes that for sure. ARRRG taxes. i still haven't done them. last year i didn't file until October i think. this year my goal is better organization.

i finished the design from the last post and i got two more design jobs!! that's were the money is, but it's not where the playing in the dirt is. what a hard decision. well the more i design the easier it gets, so that's good. it will give me something to do over the winter and maybe stop me from having to borrow money in march :/

personally things are annoying, but for me that is normal. since "he" moved out things have been a little lonely but the most trouble has been with the boy. he is having trouble at school in the weeks where we see "him" on the weekends. i wanted to stay friends but i think it is too hard on the boy. at least we don't fight anymore. it would be nice to have someone to share my good days (like last Friday) with, but that's what friends on the phone are for.
never underestimate friends. they can be SO understanding. "adult conversation please!!!!!"