feeling blue

well, i'm feeling blue. nothing really is wrong, but there it is. sometimes you just feel blue. the kids who are here learning english are leaving on saturday next, work is not bad but not great, i still don't have enough to hire someone. kinda in a rut i guess. oh well, dont' even know what to write. if this were stream of consienceness writting it would get very repetitive. i was away last week to a conference and now all i want to do is go back. there are just some people in this world that can't live unless things are always up in the air, always changing. i think i am one of those people. maybe there is gypsy in my blood and being tied down goes against my nature. the more things get stable, the more i want out. oh well, i'm sure this feeling will go away soon.

part time at a bakery in ottawa

so about once a week i go to a little jewish bakery downtown. i used to work there before i became "maman" and i really like the food. turns out they have just opened the cafeteria in the local JCC and they might need some people for the winter time. now that i'm done school, i don't have anything to do in the winter. i know the owner and i could have worked downtown last winter, but the classes conflicted with the hours. maybe they will hire me back to work at the jcc spot. that would be nice because it's closer to home, but only if i drive. we will only have one car in the winter. my spousal equivalent bought himself a datsun 280Z which, of course, can't be driven in ottawa winters. oh well, i guess we will see when we get there. i really liked working at the bakery. it was fun. i think also that taking the bus would be good for me. more walking less driving... makes the legs look good :)